Sad Today

I have been so sad today.  I felt like such a failure and still do. I didn't do really anything for my mother for mothers' day because I didn't know how to do anything without buying anything.  I also believe I messed up such an awesome relationship with someone who was the bestest friend I could ever have. Which in turn messed up a friendship/buddyship with her child.  I have to move on. I should be used to it by now because of the fact that I go through friends like a sieve. But this one was very special one for me.  Tomorrow is my interview for Johns Hopkins Child Care and Early Learning Center.  I can't wait and am nervous at the same time. I hope that I get the job.    Kalinýchta (which means goodnight in Greek)